Since my first, I got into it, I needed and wanted to know he was okay and what the future held. I also got it tenfold when my second died. They would always visit my best friend, but she was more 'open' to the spirit world than I was.
In time I learnt, no matter how much you want it, the spirits will only come to you when they feel the time is right.
I stopped searching for answers In the spirit world because it naturally felt right. And since then they have shown themselves in different ways and it is hugely comforting.
There is no right or wrong way to believe; I am catholic and it's not exactly endorsed but I lost faith too.
