3 years? How did that happen?!
As usual it was raining all morning and half hour after we braved the rain the sun came out! Just like previous years.
God how hard it was today. I could remember every detail about leading up to 10.50am but the relation between events and time after that I have no idea.
For example, I don't know what time we left the hospital as the Police needed to see where he collapsed but I know we did leave.
It all passes by in a blur now.
The weight has been lifted - actually, not the right expression but I hope you get what I mean?
