Today is the 8th May. In 4 days my eldest will turn 3. I am emotionally fragile at the moment.
What would he be in to? What does he look like? What does his voice sound like? What's his smile like?
I am going to have a 3 year old but I last saw him at 4 1/2 months old.
I miss my boy so very much. He was my world, he still is. All my babies are.
It is even harder as princess is being testing at the moment. I want my loving girl back but she's also emotional!
Gosh, this never gets easier.
