Since the boys visited me in that dream, I began suffering insomnia. No hardship really as it meant I could kick start my new business off the ground and I've been talking to a couple of lovely ladies who are also insomniacs.
If you have been reading my rambling a for some time, you know I am a spiritual person, who desperately wants to connect with my boys. I sent the post with the details of my dream to a friend who is a practised medium for some insight.
I had already made assumptions about what the dream could have meant and she confirmed it could be my interpretation but above all, I will be with my boys again.
She did have a Facebook business page which was so popular but she couldn't keep up with demand so has closed it down. Whilst it was open, she did a little competition to win a free tarot reading.
I only blooming won it!
The tarot read was quick self explanatory and very accurate. She told me if I believed in myself and got guidance I could develop my spiritual side as it is there, just I am afraid to open to it. However, it was the subsequent reading that I am bursting with happiness about.
She connected with the boys!
No one has ever done that before.
I will not go into specifics on here, but she told me things no one, not even my husband knew. As all good mediums should do, they should bring you things for validation, this are different to each person but again are things she couldn't possibly have known.
Through her reading, I visualised my boys. Exactly as they came through to her. I can only explain it as watching a TV programme. I could see it as clear as if I was seeing it myself rather than reading it second hand.
I have been on cloud 9 since.
A friend messaged me saying she had a reading by her and wanted to know how my tarot went. I explained to her how amazing and accurate I thought she was. She agreed. We swapped readings and again, through her reading I could see the components of it (I won't be specific as it's not my place to divulge). I relayed it to my friend and it brought her comfort I hope.
I have found this to be so true of late:
People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime.
When you figure out which one it is,
you will know what to do for each person.
When someone is in your life for a REASON,
it is usually to meet a need you have expressed.
They have come to assist you through a difficulty;
to provide you with guidance and support;
to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually.
They may seem like a godsend, and they are.
They are there for the reason you need them to be.
Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time,
this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end.
Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away.
Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand.
What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled; their work is done.
The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on.
Some people come into your life for a SEASON,
because your turn has come to share, grow or learn.
They bring you an experience of peace or make you laugh.
They may teach you something you have never done.
They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy.
Believe it. It is real. But only for a season.
LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lessons;
things you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional foundation.
Your job is to accept the lesson, love the person,
and put what you have learned to use in all other relationships and areas of your life.
It is said that love is blind but friendship is clairvoyant.
— Unknown
I started a new business venture, well it started as a way of raising awareness for my my charity work but has since grown. But through it I have made some new friends, one in particular is now going to be a life long friend.
We clicked from the moment we started talking and I don't think we have stopped since. She said we were twins, cryogenically separately and born at different times, to different parents, but twins nonetheless. She makes me laugh, she keeps my spirits up and is there when I feel down too. We've known each other probably no more than 2 weeks but feels like a lifetime!
Then at the same time, I have people who I thought I would be friends for life with, but have decided that door needs closing as we haven't spoken in a long time and I felt and feel that someone needed to make the first move. So I did. I'll be doing another 'clear out' after Christmas but for now, all is good in the world of friendship!
I've started putting my ramblings 'out there' a bit more, suggesting to bereaved parents they can read my ramblings if they feel it may help. I never wanted this to be a 'LOOK AT ME' kind of blog but you never know whether the 6 degrees of separation may find that someone who is in need of reading that out of darkness, light can come. So I am going to try to 'share' more, of course anonymously, so feel free to do the same, if anyone is still reading this!
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